The eternal question

We want to be pampered, and be treated like an adult.
We want to live in a fantasy world, with a practical mate.
We want to be ourselves, and be everyone's dream girl.
We want financial security, and a hopeless romantic.
We don't want to give a shit about what people think, and we want to be adored by people.

At the core, we all want to be loved.
Loved for who we are,
Appreciated for what we are,
Wholeheartedly accepted for the way we are,
To be understood for all our eccentricities,
And be made proud for our eccentricities.
The icing on the cake would be to,
To be celebrated for each of our uniqueness.
Now who doesn't like an icing?

Many of the times we wish for the impossible,
But, we wish to be worth being impossible.

Things that make me happy: #3 P. S. ...

I just wanna tell you nothing you don't wanna hear,
All I want, is for you to say.
Oh why don't you just take me where I've never been before,
I know you wanna hear me catch my breath..
I'll love you till the end..

It makes me cry, each time. Even if I'm watching it in parts, watching it mid-way, watching it over and over again, it still does. I just have to look at him, and it makes me cry. I just have to hear them speak, and I have goosebumps. I cry, and I feel happy. Out of this world kind of happy. Its the kind of tears that you want to shed over and over again.

Pota Cabin

I felt happy, satisfied, content. Knowing that what I'm doing may make a difference in someone's life, knowing that I can make a life better, even if it is that of one person. The experience was totally unlike what I had imagined it to be. I could've done a lot better that I did, meaning I wasn't really at my best self, but it was still good. The whole experience was so heart touching. The kids, the life, the people. The place. To stay disconnected for an entire week was refreshing, it felt good.
The connection with the kids, and the happiness I felt were exquisite, but sometimes my mind would get drifted to what Ayn Rand says about social service. I don't believe it to be true, but it did keep creeping into my mind. Not at the time that I was there, but once I was back and recollection of those memories. But for now, I won't dwell on that. I will dwell on the possibilities ahead.

Things that make me happy: #2 The Moon

The Moon!
The Moon! The Moon! The Moon!
The beautiful full moon, radiating its beauty all around, across a vast landscape. Radiant, elegant, mesmerising. Never have I seen shades of grey so beautiful. Shades of grey, interspersed with blue, white, red as it plays hide and seek. Peering from behind the clouds. Oh so beautiful! I think you are at your most beautiful when you are half-hidden behind the clouds. The kind of beauty that makes my heart leap in joy, and laugh inside with an indescribable feeling, unadulterated by any other feeling except for Joy. I can't help but smile to myself like a fool as I watch u from this door. You have the kind of beauty that truly makes me laugh with joy.