Sunday, April 27, 2014

Break some patterns

Help me maintain a pattern.
The only pattern I maintain is to break the patterns that I resolved to maintain as a pattern.
Help  me break this pattern, and maintain my pattern.
Not just temporarily.
Its not fair to land right back into the argument you had with yourself just days ago,
Which seemed to have sorted back then.
Patterns. Emerging Patterns.
Break some now.

Thursday, April 3, 2014

The Night Sky

The sight is etched in my memory. It was an actual manifestation of the term ‘lit up by stars’. Never before had I seen so many stars. So many beautiful beautiful stars. Never before had I seen such incredible beauty. The night sky is  a beauty indeed. The sight of these twinkling stars, of so many of them made my heart erupt with a special joy. The kind of joy which is reserved for beauty alone. Our beautiful nature. How unlucky we city folks are, deprived of the joy inducing beauty of the night sky of our own account. Words can’t describe how my heart described it. It gave me goosebumps. Indeed there is joy in the least expected things.

  
Beauty. 

London Thumakda!

So I watched Queen the other night. It may come across another movie on women breaking free, and their empowerment, except that it’s not. It’s one of the most heart-warming, soul touching movies that I have ever watched.
 Notwithstanding the fact that it was shot at Paris and Amsterdam (the two places I want to visit the most!), every single frame, every dialogue, every expression, every dress that she wore throughout the movie is so real that it makes you feel as if the screen is a window through which you are following her life, in real time. Beautiful screenplay with flashback scenes interspersed in between. The backdrop which is so plain and so real will leave you wanting for more. You’ll start dreading the end because you just don’t want the movie to stop. You want it to keep going on and on, you just want to sit there and keep watching and watching. I, for one, did not want to budge from the seat even after they were done showing the credits. And you know, I wasn’t the only one feeling that way. I noticed that despite the movie having ended, people were still sitting on their seats, looking at Queen’s Facebook timeline following the credits, and it wasn’t until the screen went black that they actually started swarming towards the exit doors. One other movie that I remember this happening was The Dark Knight Rises, where we all knew that it was the last of the series, and we absolutely did not want to come to terms with that. Although Queen belongs to a totally different genre, I felt the same way. I just did not want this movie to end.

Coming to the story, it’s about this girl by name Rani, who amidst a personal crisis discovers a whole new self, amidst whole new people, at a whole new place. And the transformation that you see her go through at each stage of the movie is heart rendering. We have all known this girl Rani, who is an obedient daughter, who never lies, or cheats, and prays regularly, wears decent clothes, and always consults her boyfriend on every decision that she has to take, and lets them take the decision for her even if she isn’t happy with it. After all, that is what we have all been taught to do as girls. Be an obedient daughter, sister, wife, daughter-in-law et al. But what happens when you discover the beauty of being yourself? When you discover the joy of taking your own decisions, living by your own, fighting the world on your own, making your own friends, and just seeing the world. The joy of discovering people radically different from who you are, and with who you still happen to connect the most is so sublime, that it’s the most difficult to translate on screen. Which is why you end up appreciating the direction and her acting even more. Every transition, expression, and every character is wonderfully sketched. Movies that you connect with become a reason for you joy, and this is one such movie, where you are left so happy, so exhilarated, that you can’t help but smile to yourself throughout. Oh! The simple joys of life.

Queen, you are the Queen! And Mr. Vikas Bahl, I can’t wait to watch your next movie.